Wow, I am so emotionally drained honestly as I write this, but I also at the same time can not go to sleep because my mind is in a million places. A few days ago, I received some news that dramatically changed my life here in Peru, Nancy is following God's call to move to another team in Peru about 2 1/2 hours away from Ventanilla. Just a side note, this is not the cause of anything between us, but just a following of a calling from God for Nancy. So anyway, as you can imagine the past few days have been very rough and filled with a ton of different emotions. Today was our last day together, we actually moved her there tonight. Whew....I don't want to repeat this day again. :)
I am so grateful for the past 2 years I have had with Nancy Lane. She has blessed my life in so many ways, and we have experienced so many great and crazy things together from learning the language together, to learning the transportation system here, to shopping in markets, learning how to be international missionaries and so much more. I will never forget the 2 wonderful years I have had with Nancy. I don't think the reality has truly hit me, but now I am a missionary alone in Ventanilla. I should rephrase that Jesus is with me and WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME, but as far as another American missionary partner.......well there is not one. Let me tell you though, God is already raising up Peruvians like never before. I beg that you would pray for me and as well for Nancy for guidance. I ask that you would pray that God would raise up people here in Ventanilla to help me share the good news of Jesus Christ. I also selfishly ask that you would pray for the lonliness that I might feel in days to come when I have no one here to speak to in English or talk about ministry things. God is so faithful, and I can so see His hand in all of this. He has prepared me by doing so many things for me that I didn't know at the time what the reason was for and now it all makes sense.
Probably the biggest confirmation of all of this was a couple days ago, I was talking to someone from Southmont about missions and she mentioned the story in the Bible where Paul and Barnabus split up. I was shocked that she mentioned this to me because no one new about this at the time and honestly it didn't even seem to go along with the conversation that we were talking about. I feel like the Holy Spirit just prompted her to say that to me, to comfort me in the fact that God knows what He is doing and has GOOD PLANS for my life. He is sovereign and in control. So anyway, last night we had a beach farewell party for Nancy. We had a taco salad dinner, Dr. Pepper (which is a huge luxury item for us in Peru - since it is imported), brownies, Sundays, and frozen limonade complete with umbrellas and beach themed straws! We gave her a beach bag filled with things for the beach since the new town she lives in has a beach right there. We also made a bulletin board for her filled with pictures of our discipleship group and notes from each one of them. It was such a special night. We had a prayer time for her, she also had a prayer time for me, talked about funny memories we had of her, we ate, and played the game "spoons." It was such a great time to be together and be thankful for the past two years that God has given us. Please, please, please be in prayer for both of us as this transisition is difficult, yet it is NOT impossible. "With God all things are posssible." Luke 1:37. Thanks for your support and for constanly lifting us up and the people of Peru in your prayers.
Below are pics of the night.....I could not post the majority for confidentiality reasons for some Peruvians in our group. Enjoy!
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Fernando and I! The Chefs. Notice the cute frozen lemonades in front! |
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Nancy coming in.....not really knowing we had a surprise party for her. |
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Milagros enjoying her FIRST Dr. Pepper. She LOVED it! |
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Yep, Nicchola and John had a weight competition to see who weighed more. |
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Surprising her with her beach bag full of fun things for the beach! |
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Nancy trying out all of her different things for the beach! |
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Her bulletin board full of photos and notes from our discipleship group and Bible studies. |
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Enjoying Sundaes! |
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Championship round of "Spoons" |